Halloween =[

So yesterday i went to a halloween party :) it was fun and i got to dance around with my friends :) then we sang karoeke lol. So drama as usual is calming down, im happy :) my friends are getting along and im getting along with them. my crushes have singled down to a guy and we are perfect together :) he's exactly what i wanted (refer back to my last post). He tries to spoil me but i refuse x) he makes me laugh and smile, i love it :)Today was awesome, church was spectacular :) Chris Udall and I got to lead the youth in the song We Believe by Jenny Phillips, its a great song :). i enjoy being a Mormon, its fun and ik what to expect in life :)

LiFe

ive been busy the past few months, i enjoy the work. school has new levels this year, its interesting, its already 2nd quarter and ive had to change my classes, i dropped spanish and changed from honors english to regular. i miss honors because we went through things alot faster :P. sometimes having too many guy friends can resolve badly. too many emotions and hormones, thats for sure. guys arent what i pictured them to be when i was little. ive always had a fantacy that my guy would be nice and funny and smart and make me smile evry day. his kisses would be soft and warm and nothing could break the bonds. he'd be polite and not complain too much and have a romantic/sweet side. it makes me wish i had lived in the olden days when guys would stand up so you could sit down, or they would tip their hat to say hello or even kiss your hand when they met you. wat happened to the gentlemen each girl yearns for in her life.?