Halloween =[

So yesterday i went to a halloween party :) it was fun and i got to dance around with my friends :) then we sang karoeke lol. So drama as usual is calming down, im happy :) my friends are getting along and im getting along with them. my crushes have singled down to a guy and we are perfect together :) he's exactly what i wanted (refer back to my last post). He tries to spoil me but i refuse x) he makes me laugh and smile, i love it :)Today was awesome, church was spectacular :) Chris Udall and I got to lead the youth in the song We Believe by Jenny Phillips, its a great song :). i enjoy being a Mormon, its fun and ik what to expect in life :)

LiFe

ive been busy the past few months, i enjoy the work. school has new levels this year, its interesting, its already 2nd quarter and ive had to change my classes, i dropped spanish and changed from honors english to regular. i miss honors because we went through things alot faster :P. sometimes having too many guy friends can resolve badly. too many emotions and hormones, thats for sure. guys arent what i pictured them to be when i was little. ive always had a fantacy that my guy would be nice and funny and smart and make me smile evry day. his kisses would be soft and warm and nothing could break the bonds. he'd be polite and not complain too much and have a romantic/sweet side. it makes me wish i had lived in the olden days when guys would stand up so you could sit down, or they would tip their hat to say hello or even kiss your hand when they met you. wat happened to the gentlemen each girl yearns for in her life.?

today was the day of silence my sign says: "Please understand my reasons for not speaking today. i am participating in the Day of Silence (DOS) a national youth movement bringing attention to the silence faced by lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender people and their allies. My deliberate silence echoes that silence, which is caused by ani-LGBT bullying, name-calling and harassment. i believe that ending the silence is the first step toward building awareness and making a commitment to address these injustices. Think about the voices that you are not hearing today. What are you going to do to end the Silence?" (end quote). now ik im not suppose to support gay relationships or anything but the thing is is that im not, im supporting non bullying. everyone should be treated equally no matter who or what their situation is. i love everyone nomatter who they are. stop judging, its not our job. stop bullying and join me in the day of silence. i participated in this for the whole skool day, i forgot a few times but didnt give up. Peace Love Harmony :)

ok so my hair is auburn red, and styled ike a scene kid :D im sooo happy :) i <3 u savannah, you did an amazing job with my hair :)i also get my facebook back!!! :D yay mee!!! lol

well,today was fun :)sad that tawnie wasnt at skool but i had fun talking to her bf/my best friend :) lol but ya band practice will be soon :) my friend is having a game ite tomorrow :)thatll be fun

well i had an ok day, thought one of my exs' were talking crap about me but i guess i didnt have my facts straight (oops) allwell everything is good now. had fun in science, i swear the two guys that sit nxt to me are freakin funny :) protest and getting my hair done this saterday :) fun!!! dying it auburn red, and getting it cut a diff style, not short but diffeent :) yay me lol

ive had a good day, skool was all rite. i was suppose to go fishing in my Ag. class but i didnt have evrything turned in and didnt do so good on my project :P. i lent one of my guy friends my king of kings bike till he can get his fixed. hes nice, he has a crush on me but im not so sure i like him more than a friend anymore... allwell. so i gave the guitarist in Last Years Faith (band im in) some guitar strings and they were accoustic (he needs electric but i dont have any)and idk if they would work or not and he said he didnt care so lets see how things work out :P.

Listen to this playlist: someday never

ok so wow lots of changes, first off, ive been vegetarian since january 1st. i went to my first protest against mcdonalds, wich was a blast. i have a guitar and she is a beauty :) im going to get lessons soon i hope :). i might be learning guitar so i can play in a new band that im in (first band ever been in!!)it is called Last Years Faith. we havent had practice yet though cuz our guitarist doesnt have strings but ill fix that :) i have 2 extra sets :) but he also might be moving :( but if he does then that means i might be the guitarist, if we cant find a replacement :) did i mention im the lead singer :) ohh this is so exciting :)